stress

I really don't understand what exactly happen to me yesterday...
It seems like I'm jealous...
oh my...
why should him? why not the other?

since that Saturday, I already had my feeling saying that something will change...
and yes, it is...
am I too bad for this world?

thanks for some1, who makes me forget this problem for a while yesterday...
I can't tell his name, because it will be a misunderstanding later...
thank you so much mr.X :)

guess, I'll just forget him, stay away, and pretend to be not care (the hardest thing)
but it's the only way, so I don't need to be depressed...
he has his own life and i have my own...
why should I care of him, when he never care about me..